10.12.10



"Look again at that dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every "superstar," every "supreme leader," every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there – on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.

The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand.

It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character-building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we've ever known."
-CARL SAGAN

(this photograph was taken in 1990 by Voyager I)

9.12.10

i feel like i'm sitting on the shore
with my feet timidly poking at the shifting tide;
every once in a while, gaining the confidence to
let the icy water cover my ankles,
but never going any further.

i have yet to really dive and feel
my whole body soaked to the point of frigid saturation;
to smile wide as i let the salt sting my eyes
reemerging from a choking wave that crashes on my head.
to feel that real calm as i trudge back to the shore
and find a plush, dry towel waiting to wrap me in earned warmth.

i really want to dive in. i want to swim across the rip tide, feeling its overwhelming tug but never letting it drag me out to sea.
i'm not doing what i should be doing right now.
...
i am not giving myself the time to really be in school.
i am working too much, reading too little.
i am skimming the surface on too many endeavors,
not engulfing myself in any one.

its definitely time to reconsider things.
...

(and now today,
for one reason or another,
i feel like i am drowning in decisions.
)
...